Hi, so I've decided to start blogging again.

I stopped blogging for more than one year because I found it hard to blog about something when I didn't even have any interesting story to talk about. In the past one year, there were too many things happened and mostly weren't happy things, that's why I didn't blog anything about it. I was quite depressed in that one year because of all sorts of things, like pressure from studies (for me, A levels was tough as hell), I'd to stay in hostel was quite depressing as well because I was quite attached to my family (although I know many people would think that staying in hostel would be fun because you have lots of freedom), I've received a lot of criticism about my weight from my friends (although they might be just kidding about it but I guess those 'jokes' weren't funny at all and I took it seriously) etc etc etc. Oh, and I started to skip meals and I went to the gym about 4 times a week but I guess nothing works (trust me, I'm a small eater but I was categorized as 'fat' by my friends and to me, the word FAT is sharper than a sword). :'( Honestly, I've gained some weight because of hormone imbalance caused by stress but they were really mean. I think most people need love and acceptance a lot more than they need advice. You can't treat people like shit and expect them to treat you well.

Other than that, I think I've changed a lot in the past one year and I guess it was a good thing. Because I think I'm stronger and more independent now. Sometimes, good things can be bad if you look at the dark side. Don't be afraid to change, you may lose something good but you may gain something better. Although some people might think that they don't really know you anymore after that but it's okay, as long as you are happy with yourself, no one else's opinion matters.

Everything is fine now, I've finished A levels and I'm giving myself a break in this seven months of holiday to do what I like to do and to think what I really want so that I can have a fresh start next year. Thank you to the people who have supported me throughout this rough journey (you know who you are), I wouldn't be who I am today without all of you. Well, I'm not sure how often I will update my blog but I would love to share my happenings and thoughts with you guys.

So, see you soon!